I still can't get over you, Your smile;your laugh. I'm defenseless just by looking at you, Your face;your eyes. I shouldn't have told anyone, What a huge mess it was; I'm filled with regrets, I guess I was at the wrong place, at the wrong time, I just want to talk to you again; like old times. You are completely charmed by him. You like him but stayed silent. Those hurtful words impaled right through my heart, It felt like grabbing a bare electrical wire I pressed my fingers against the cold window Hoping you would be on the other side. Pretending not to love you was very hard, Without you, there wouldn't be a me I've searched countless of replacement, Trying to get you out of my life. But none could replace the feelings I had for you. No one could ever compare to you. Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever find that girl again.. I've tried convincing myself too many times, My chance had gone; my luck had fade away, You"re all I had. I need you to know that I love you I want you to know that I can't live without you Will I ever love again? I'm left with nothing ; I want to disappear.